The Boy

Pansexual neithergendered genderqueer trannyboy

Thats how I describe my gender/ sexuality... most of the time anyway. For the most part this manifests itself into the boy. And that's what this space is dedicated to. It's the part of my gender/ of me that I'm most interested in exploring at the moment. For other more varied explorations on gender see the thoughts page.

The boys name is Jay. He was uncovered about a year ago. He's shy. I always knew I was different but what did I care, I was just me and that was all that mattered. What a wise kid I was :) It was only as I got older that identity began to matter. I needed a place to be; a place to call home.

I moved schools. I thought it might help. It did in a way I couldn't have imagined. It was an all girls school and I started to notice the little differences. The way my body took up space, always slouching, the fact that my appearance rarely bothered me... I started to realise that there was such a thing as masculine and femminine - before they had been words with no meaning.

So I began to explore my masculinity and the boy was born.

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